19 July, 2008

The Dark Knight.

im going to watch it again. (=

if iron man was the hip, cool and fun of being a anti-hero superhero, then the dark knight is the exact anti thesis.

Heath Ledger. truly truly magnificant. The Joker was played so superbly that even the most rabid of batman fanboys would have been pleased.

the film is nothing short of excellence.

going to write a full review of this much later. after watching it the 2nd time.

why so serious? (=

BOOM DE YADA!

........................*Grins*

HAHAHAHAHA! you and your......(= (= (=

alright, alrighty, i love you too. (= there you go. sheessh. (=

BOOM DE YADA!


eehern stopped the gap on 18th july.

i still vaguely;

remember my old piano book.it was new and had a funny smell;-as if the accmulation of years is distinct in proportion to its scent.


it was my first guide to the world of music , one hardly ventured nowadays while i restlessly travel all over.

the memories, so young and bright.


the door's too wide open . i'll leave it ajar for you, but it wont be a full open entrance anymore.

let me let it go for a while. (=

18 July, 2008

Ashes;

they whirl weightlessly upon the the warm breeze.

another week swirled past so quickly.

finished the pillars of the earth. suffice to say the only good thing that came out of it was it piqued the interest in me of cathedrals, and how they're built. its no wonder the english and the Europeans love it- a steeply rich part of their religious and cultural history had quite a bit to do with churches; buildings.plotline was predictable..so..its a a passable book to pass the time.


Grisham's playing for pizza was more decent, though the work was at large plot clumsy. nice to see him writing a feel good book though.



i'll give. no matter how many times betrayal comes

no matter.



regret will never come knocking

because it will never be the same again.

13 July, 2008

abroad

the chance to go abroad - taiwan .

i think it would be a great experience. the processing and interviews will take some time, so meanwhile im still undecided!

read an article of baby penguins dying due to freaky rain storms.

the fur of these baby pens take 40days? to grow fully resistant-to water.
Antarctica's temp has been rising.

while they have the fur to adapt and protect themsevles from the cold, they are defenseless-useless, when temperatures plunge after.

hypothemia.

visualise walking through upon hundreds of baby pen coprses.


so sad. the revolving fierce debate[or is there even a need for one] on the existence of climate change continues.

tests and more tests await us as the course slowly passes on to its climax. managed to make several good friends, cool that wz is around, praying to get posted to bedok or somewhere near - NOT tekong XD though if that ever happens i get to see jon oh around. (=


i want 6 of aug to come. QUICKLY! (= and the months fly by, and soon the year will end. YES! (=

thats all for now.



whoosha!

another day to live;

Gold!

congratulations! i think its derservingly won by you guys, hscb. (=


enjoy this sweet moment, and continue to work hard (=


happy for you all (=

you are my adorable juniors. i've seen you struggle, seen you work, seen you gone through a lot. do i not know how it feels? course i do.because i went through it too.yes, you may still molest my ears now and then, but hearing your screams of wild joy and laughter more than renumerates. that, was music to my ears.

to my section.you've grown! you may feel uncertain, dissatisfied. (= that, is growth. one day you'll all understand.

went to dinner with wingsum[omg stay away from me you sia cha bo!XD] and a few others at marina sq.a little strange, but rather enjoyable. wj was a smartass in not eating KR. the food sucked.oh yeah, shes incredibly crazy. (= but hell lot of fun XD


ah yes thank you summms! for the wake up call (=

i slept for over 5 hours uninterrupted! (= (= that felt impossibly good.

its been an excellent week, lots more ups than downs obviously.

maybe i've been looking too deeply into the negative.

there are, the more cheery aspects that can dominate our lives too.

the simple pleasures of life (=

its been quite the eye opener week as by now, that we began to swap some life stories

or maybe me just listening and they narrating.

such disparate and diverse backgrounds.

of course it doesnt excuse some idiots' pathetic behaviour, but nevertheless interesting.

and it makes me appreciate for what i have.

and understand a little into how how their lives have been shaped by both circumstance and fate. makes me want to pray for them. yeah, even the idiots.

human behaviour.

12 July, 2008

i want to fly.

i miss a lot of pals around.

update this God knows when. later.



blue dawn is the morning hue

i want to see all things a crazy blue

let me get lost in the january song

because it wont be for long.

11 July, 2008

mile high

its been an EXCELLENT WEEK.

marred by several things . as USUAL.


im hurrrrrrrrrrt debbie. =p its not whether i go taiwan and come back speaking all fluent chinese or not. it should be you begging me not to leave XD HAHAHAHAHA.


update this LATTTEEER

06 July, 2008

flaneurs

the untouched piano in the bedroom is the perfect visual hyperbole for the sum of all disgruntled indsigressions.

i worry for car in accordance to the family.

i worry for my grandmother.there is a silent, predicatable air of concern that now surrounds her and her gradually decline in health.

i worry of my inner demons indulging in glee.


i worry.

i worry.

im worrywart ee this week. (=


on a brighter note, i can finally begain on pillars of the earth. which will take 2-3 months to complete, including the sequel.



of course its unhappiness. what, you care for a person and its met with nonchalance and taken for granted at times? of course you would. do you give up? no. but is it demoralising and unsettling? yes.

it just becomes all quite disheartening. and all that nonsensical stuff just pops continously in your head. )=






another thing. best-est-ie , when you read this. its quite tense between us now. quit explaining your actions all the time. its really not necessary.just do what you have to, until you're satisfied.talk when you want to.call when you need to. harrowing as it already is.

hern right now is not in a pleasant state of mind. .__.


dont think too much? heh. when i stop thinking about something it usually means i no longer regard it entirely.


my grannydaughter. i would have like to at least be her sl once and let her take over. impossible, but still. shes a dedicated little wit. yes, you no longer live in SL ave. =p


its got nothing to do with me but aye, im super proud of her.


anyway, it's like, i really love doing things for my section.. like running up and down to help them get scotch tape, bags,fans, scores, tuners, food, drinks, files, stands... etc
i have never asked them to help me do such stuff unless i really needed their help
and i'm the one who always does it because they dont have to initiatives to do it themselves too la
lol
zn. [lives in SL ave no more] says:
then there's transposing scores for them during lessons because i have no other time to do it. and sometimes i get scolded for doing so. then i make copies of it for them just for them to lose it and they tel me i didnt photocopy enough.
i write objectives for sectionals during lessons too to make sure they get things done when i'm not there and in the end when the paper goes into their hands, it gets chucked into the flute cupboard and you find them wandering around the school aimlessly
when i talk to them as a section, to motivate them... etc, i bet whatever i've said goes into one ear and out of the other
cause they're always so stoned.
i remind the constantly aobut their posture and insturment angles, threatening to punish them if i had i remind them again, but neve doing so
because i cant bear to punish thm
be ar
lol
and i see no point ni punishing them
caus e i knoow they'll just run for the sake of it and continue their bad habits. i've tried really really hard to make them change.. but it's not easy.
then when they decide to slack a little for the day, dont check dressing, dont bother to spin, jerk, lift their legs 90 degrees, dont come for practice,
i get repremanded
*reprimanded
i took it out on them once and i felt really bad afterwards. so i apologised
and since then i never really did scold them anymore
when i'm a little slack with them, they step over my head. and my batch mates complain i'm too nice
but when i become just a little bit stricter, my batch mates complain i'm too harsh to the section
and my section people start to not like me and pon band
because i am hasrj
*harsh
it's so difficult to please them, respect them, be the SL they want, teach them, guide them along when they just refuse to move on and stay rooted to the ground.
but i dont mind doing these again, to repeat the whole process of being an SL
i dont know why
lol
maybe because sometimes these section mates and juniors of mine really bring me lots of joy, tho i'm the one who always try to make them laugh and smile when they get too sian during practices
seeing them put in effort sometimes makes me feel like i've done my job well.

05 July, 2008

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英 
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音 
多少年后也还是很好听



将愿望折纸飞机寄成信 
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币 
却不知道到底能去哪里




一起长大的约定 
那样清晰 打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行 
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性



在走廊上罚站打手心 
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧 
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定 
那样真心 
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清 
你是友情还是错过的爱情















danedelion's promises.



touche.