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My course is officially completed! we're allowed to surf the net [no streaming of vids. <:( ]

93.1/100.................. coughs.............

an overwhelmingly high score for a soldier who sleeps a lot during lessons -_o


we have dear peeps engaging fast and furiously in little fighter 2 , neopets, facebook applications, clicking periodically on pages from reading manga online. 7 theres me, a loser so bored hes actually blogging.

been reading the bible, and the book of Job fascinates me thoroughly. its almost like a philosophical argument [ no its not. its merely 3 men acting on the worldly voice of Man versus the " pseudo-politically-religiously-ethically-correct version of a man with faith? ] that stirrs much debate and thinking. how fun not to be led like sheep mindlessly for once.

i'll live my own way. my own life to God. To live my life through Christ, my own way. i have a lifetime of exploration to do anyway. (=


question.

"why do YOU believe in God?"


ciao!~~~

little squares

Up from 3 hours of sleep! will die later, but for now i am strangely and disturbingly awake. (=

but the mental strain is certainly there. whoosh.

CH! we still caught Red Cliff in the end. (= how was it? decently...slow....and revealing...little....the main cast was fine and dany. i like takeshi though. he steals the show pretty much whenever hes in a scene despite all the heavywights that he gets to act alongside in. yes yes, somebody says he has very mesmerising eyes. =p quite true. His humourously inoffensive and affable ,witty characther hints of a much more complex character than is truly being fully portrayed. as said, this film reveals nothing much.but i wont mind watching part II (=

on a side note. zee, ba(1) gua(4) as in the taji formation or something. no NOT the CNY goodie we eat every year [= thats pronounced in hokkien i think.


drinking would have been alright i guess. i never expected to stay out ,certainly not yesterday-today. but the thought of visitng a pub to drink again...=/ i like the nightlife more.or the lack of it in orchard after shops close. i mean, this is the BEST time in our age right now to stay out late.heh. sounds like an excuse but its not.the ambience and atmosphere, along with the main ingredient-the company- makes it truly enjoyable. the only time while in moonlight-lit streets during your life can one go out and return just before breaking dawn--in the hours of twilight- and pray you wont get screwed by parents whose errr.ahem ahem! anger? will be eclipsed by the subsequent punishment meted out XD . the heaviest consequence being one having activities in the early morning after. like CH ><


im not advocating it, its just fun once in a damm while (=

im too tired. update this post later.


batman, on the 2nd watch, was alright.

watching it for the 3rd time next week. o.0 thanks to zee. [=




updating.





so this weekend was spent in carelessly easy fun with the guitar cca peeps whom are in closer contact. yeah im lovin' the guitar people (=

while passing by i think it was josh who pointed out this month's FHM features a certain germaine from tpjc. but i have no idea who she is nor if there was ever, a "hot babe" in my cohort. until i checked the class photos. heh. i've seen her around but really, other than that i dont recall her. oh well. we saw the numerous issues in the numerous issues compared to the near sold out maxim copies- ah haha bad for sale! - 7-11s visited- GAWD PS'S one was stinky like fug- and bought bottles of water like crazed thirst addicts. CAR'L's chilli beef fries were badddd )=

reached home at 531am- 14 min ride from orchard in a cab. the fare was unsurprisingly amazing. a full fee of 150% right in your face-the advantages of cab sharing.

originally wanted to post more..mmm. heartfelt issues at hand. but i guess a brief synopsis of the past events should be fine.

going to miss the people in my platoon. some of them . a lot. sigh.

on a bad note-my english has DEFINITELY deteriorated drastically.. my vocabulary usage has gone lazily complacent, my grammar rules half non existant. this is sch school english. lower sec. fuggg. unforgivable.




its not revenge. its not out of spite. im just tired.

destati

Harro! another week flew by in half earnest and half amusement. depending on how you want to view it a quarter awake, 3/4s sleeping vs sleeped deprivated-vs trance mode (you know, the kuku stage. that.

its been a slew of exams after exams (im in a course) but! the most dreadful thing is the combat against the ZZZ monster! we wait for hours between tests, so its more of a test of endurance against and having to switch on the brain again just before and switching off and restarting it again towards the next exam (theory) than trying to survive the tests per se. zzzz. im brain dead right now to make any sense. too bad

sorry CH for ABANDONING you and RUB-RUB kay )= to be fair it was on a super short notice !(message received just after i left my camp gate)


funny week. a week where you sort out things oh so carefully. which reminds me i have a a cluttered desktop to clean up ---> product of the lazy AND SLEEP DEPRIVED.


tomorrow.once the essentials test progs have completed themselves.

do you still remember? (= this brought a huge smile to me this morning.

thanks huh. (= im using this mug now. -_- ... =D

bored, so i took it for fun.

I have finally cleared out my closet and drawers! over 65 percent worth-less of ....trash o.0 gone that makes it up to the rest of the useful, sentimental and good things i keep.

it feels darn good and my whole body feels less burdened

[eehern makes a note not to procrastinate when hes mind is set upon something]good day, thus far [ ye i woke up before dawn into a cleaning frenzy that left mum bemused and staring in disbelief. hern? that lazy son????!!! actually cleaning his things???] as i sit contently.

watching the dark knight again, but this time i shall attempt to enjoy it thoroughly.

a period of easy musing. i love waking up early in the morning , just as the sky becomes gradually lighter. i think

that would be even more thoroughly enjoyed when ns finishes. =p

listeing to mika nakashima's voice crooning so smoothly is really gooood (=

i asked myself this . when i have become so quiet, so bitter with life? its like a turnabout . in secondary school, while some days of emo ruled, i was never bitter. as i grow into an adult[ no need for self denial. im almost no longer an emo teen , tho a few..will beg to differ XD] i become embroiled with needless, trivial feelings that make me seethe with anger, at times bordering on cold hate. or just so unsatisfyingly bitter and taut with tension.

as i read the past Christmas cards, and those what do you call it? paper testimonials? of my former classes and

goodbyes im struck with a lot of surprise. given my blunt and at times judgemental nature i've forgotten im actually...liked. o.0 not a ego massage in any case.it comes to a shock because i dont give a damm what others think, even friends [unless you're a close one.] with much of a i-dont-care-about-you attitude that much dominates my perception nowadays. clouded by temperament. swiveled by the unknown.

but. its slowly returning. the old eehern? the one that everybody could relate to, i think.

its one of the most important things i have to regain if i want to [haha, yes. draw that map of life directions please zee. (= ] find myself up on my feet again. sure ns will affect. but the only one who can bring peace, and direction,

is only myself. [as self-absorbed as it sounds. wait no. its not.]

i'll start, by falling in love with joy.

debbie when you're reading this, know that what you've said affected me profoundly. how much even i do not know its depths. but..i find something to hang on to , even for a short brilliant moment its good enough.

(=

i will not betray my heart. it may suffer anguish, may subject itself to emotional torment. it may not be

reciprocated but i will not betray my own feelings. i dont want to deal with regret.i will not double cross my heart.

all things have to pass. as will any storm. as will any sunshine day. but the heart doesnt have to be bitter. old wounds CAN be healed. the scars may remain, but overtime, even the red angry reminders that they are will fade and disappear....i think (=

a lot of musing, a fraction revealed on this post. its early morning, and already, im smiling, a real smile, for the second time. thats a lot, according to some people. the heck XD

im off. ( = orchard road and the dark knight, revisited, beckons.

its only near the end of july, but if anyone wishes to be sent a chirstmas card please kindly send me your address via msn con. its that easy. you will be guaranteed a hand written card. =p

already something additionally fun to look forward to. (=

have a very good week, all. (=

sayonara

I dont know what to make of things these days. Thank the Lord, for His presence, other than that im completely at lost. there is a certain inevitable sense of lost and compromising doubt that heightens considerably at night and removes itself almost insidiously at dawn. its not alive obviously. neither do i associate the night or day with anything other than a convenient reference.i dont exactly get it.


*looks hard at zee hannie. and then pokes her aching feet. (=

sayonara.

im in love with joy. (=

The Dark Knight.

im going to watch it again. (=

if iron man was the hip, cool and fun of being a anti-hero superhero, then the dark knight is the exact anti thesis.

Heath Ledger. truly truly magnificant. The Joker was played so superbly that even the most rabid of batman fanboys would have been pleased.

the film is nothing short of excellence.

going to write a full review of this much later. after watching it the 2nd time.

why so serious? (=

BOOM DE YADA!

........................*Grins*

HAHAHAHAHA! you and your......(= (= (=

alright, alrighty, i love you too. (= there you go. sheessh. (=

BOOM DE YADA!


eehern stopped the gap on 18th july.

i still vaguely;

remember my old piano book.it was new and had a funny smell;-as if the accmulation of years is distinct in proportion to its scent.


it was my first guide to the world of music , one hardly ventured nowadays while i restlessly travel all over.

the memories, so young and bright.


the door's too wide open . i'll leave it ajar for you, but it wont be a full open entrance anymore.

let me let it go for a while. (=

Ashes;

they whirl weightlessly upon the the warm breeze.

another week swirled past so quickly.

finished the pillars of the earth. suffice to say the only good thing that came out of it was it piqued the interest in me of cathedrals, and how they're built. its no wonder the english and the Europeans love it- a steeply rich part of their religious and cultural history had quite a bit to do with churches; buildings.plotline was predictable..so..its a a passable book to pass the time.

Grisham's playing for pizza was more decent, though the work was at large plot clumsy. nice to see him writing a feel good book though.



i'll give. no matter how many times betrayal comes

no matter.

regret will never come knocking

because it will never be the same again.

abroad

the chance to go abroad - taiwan .

i think it would be a great experience. the processing and interviews will take some time, so meanwhile im still undecided!

read an article of baby penguins dying due to freaky rain storms.

the fur of these baby pens take 40days? to grow fully resistant-to water.
Antarctica's temp has been rising.

while they have the fur to adapt and protect themsevles from the cold, they are defenseless-useless, when temperatures plunge after.

hypothemia.

visualise walking through upon hundreds of baby pen coprses.


so sad. the revolving fierce debate[or is there even a need for one] on the existence of climate change continues.

tests and more tests await us as the course slowly passes on to its climax. managed to make several good friends, cool that wz is around, praying to get posted to bedok or somewhere near - NOT tekong XD though if that ever happens i get to see jon oh around. (=


i want 6 of aug to come. QUICKLY! (= and the months fly by, and soon the year will end. YES! (=

thats all for now.



whoosha!