double redux

if im posting againg twice, it must mean either im incredibly bored, or im in a state of thinking. guess its both [=


just woke up, and its so much the apparent i needed the extra hours of rest. 22 more days in total to leaving tekong, and i guess i could endure that. im more concerned about getting through my auditions, but i think i stand some chance. [ confidence, this? must attempt at some self belief , no? (= ]

probably going out for a while later.

i need to get away from bookstores though. already so many books unread, and still greedily buying more -_-

we'll see. update this later!