unwilling to put up so much.
after reading wz's post it got me pretty much affected.
not the fatalism panache.
the change between a child to an adult is much more gripping than originally realised. governed from ignorance to perhaps a much more naive idealistic contemplation.
now the way you see things no longer through a young teen's narrow and mutli-tinted coloured eyes.
you see the world and everything around you in shades of bleak desolate grey.
you re-examine your relationships. how you process them. how you respond to them. how you react. how you conceive your actions from your thoughts. how your subconcious desires or needs are portrayed fervently and yet so subtly. how they pervade your every single action.
needless to say its been quite the stupor and affecting experience.
i need to let it out specifically. but to who?
whos willing to listen to some illogical, supremely cynically-yet inner idealistically inclined hence paradoxically rewardingly insane ponderings?
help. help. help. somebody.anybody.please help me.
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