Hello There Friend;

here, annoyingly back again . heh

sleeping it over. slept it gone. did not notice how tired i was until i hit the bed again and did a quick count of the hours i slept since friday night.

fever's gone, aching's mild now, and eyes are slightly more recharged. thats it about me.


met yazid on saturday. a chance visit at wheelock, hes become so buff! XD

good to chat with him. a strange rush of affection when he said he missed me because he was the only friend i had and to talk to in jc.

)= heart hurts for him. hes witty and actually rather smart. sure his sense of humour and jokes are incredibly self- depreciating, wrapped in a way. but talking to him is usually easy and spontaneous. unfortunately his psychological barrier in socialising mixes a potent concoction with his low self-esteem. )=


met up with mel and wj [= there used to be a much bigger group but like all things in life people move on , from place to place. its good still, makes me appreciate their presence more. (=

another medical falling on wed, hoping its not a 30sec x-ray scan again, wth -_0, that it just wastes the entire wednesday. i dont care. my life now till i leave, is a stagnant static in my employer's premises. what i do during the time inside is what im interested in-reading.

14 new people will join us, but they are posted till the are &^%^&%$)*&%)&*% . heh heh heh. classified infomation ^^ we? like one of my superior says, parked there almost illegally. cant wait for friday 5pm to come back again.

Thank You God, for your wonderful love, incredible care and best of all, your patient guidance.


off for now. back, on friday. praying it wont be so fragmented and disjointed, such as are the recent entries.


i rather contentment than happiness. living on one end of a spectrum of emotions is just too extreme. or maybe because im too pessimistic,assuring myself whats waiting for the other end of this broad brand of spectrum. misery loves company.