17 August, 2008

inaccuracy


spend this weekend on saturday playing football at marine parade. we havent played since the beginning of march so it was cool to see all the army peeps again. though...could we not talk about army that much please (=

really love playing football.if it was an ideal scenario i would play everyday. but time,circumstance & life does not allow us that luxury, so we make do. [=

im liking marine parade more everytime i visit. mum suggested that i move there. mothers. (= she knows i like windy, breezy open spaces near the coastlines. in the future? maybe so (= marine parade flats are exxxpensive.

went to the band farewell. pretty fun, though i dont need to know about non-participation the moment i arrive. to whom it may concern. give the due respect to those orgainising.they planned and made this work just specifically for you.


as i sat at the back of the bandroom in a familiar position of the fan above me i recall with great fondness of the times spent in that enclosed space. much of the 4 years were spent underground there. so much , so many memories. so many who have come and gone, passed the door.so many times i have walked in and out of it all. a tinge of sadness, but mostly just a sense of raw, open contentment. it makes me want to play again. it makes me saddened at my own pause right now. but i know. its up to me to pick up that instrument and start all over once more. because i love playing. its more than just a simple passion. & no matter how long, or how hard, i just simply cant let it go.

mattering over matter.



this week is AHM! so im hoping for this week to pass by quickly, get the AHM thingy done and over with. & get my half day off! as well as half day off for friday (= woohoo.









i love seeing you smile.


i dont know the reason why


but a little twit told me


i dont need a reason.


& its perfectly true

i just want to see you smile, everyday.

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