Good morning! im happy (; the gum bleeding stopped and the swelling went down (; no Zee its no TTOTM.. you ass. (;

federer shows us why he was no1 for soooo long this early morning battling aside the world no3 Djokovic. His moments of unparalleled magic may wow & thrill the crowd, but what was special was his inability to even give up when Djokovic seemed intent on putting the Federer express on in his tracks . sure, everybody loves a winner but right now, for me, Federer epitomises the undaunted, the self-belief embodiment of an athlete. To keep on going no matter how improbable things may turn out. To clinch victory in his hands. even defeat, wont be a loss because he carved out what he already could., giving everything. for me, its not so much that he kept his invincibility when he was top of the tennis world. its right now, we see him, a human, achieving incredible feats. bravo.



Another piece of news that was particularly touching and inspiring was the opening paralympics. pity the world forgets that we have such outstanding athletes. i refuse to even type handicap because i think, in many aspects, they appreciate and love life, people etc so much more than us able bodied idiots. when i saw that Chinese guy climbing up vertically in his damm wheelchair to lit the paralympic flame ...it just puts a lot of things back into perspective once more. no doubt it moved many to tears.aye suffice to put it i got thoroughly moved. hurray! (;

The human spirit. yesterday was dark and crushing, though calming. this morning in the darkness sport once again, even in its commercial induction, moved me. Like Lord Ferg. with his smile and 3 words..."they can talk" (: football fans will know what im talking about.wheverer the challenges come you just have to accept it.it doesnt change anything.


im at the stage of going through so many self examinations that its no longer an expression of being down in the dumps.not so much like last year. but i think, at the end of this, is a small beam of shinshine.its not really that bright, but..nevertheless comforting.





at this point i want to..express my gratefulness and appreciation to all you pals! & to a certain person, thank you too. i know i probably confused you with my words. hah. i just want you to know how thankful i am, these past few months that you've always been by my side....& i didnt even realsie it! ><>









(: thank you, ci en. you always make me happy and put a smile on my face. (;